this time i install the app on my phone cause im lazy to use laptop. writing this as im listening to spotify. talking bout spotify i got kicked out from the fam plan RIGHT on Butter cb day which sucks a lot. and worse bighit decided to do a streaming party (army blueprint) and i cant join this SUCKSSS JUST WHYYY THIS HAPPENED TO ME 😭 atm im using the apk till i feel like upgrading again.
hmm just gonna write light things tonight i guess not gonna go deep... just next time.
so my half 2021 summary, my mental health hitting the lowest ground. nah its going UNDERGROUND and getting deeper and yeah not gonna go into depth like i said earlier maybe in next post.
the only good thing happened this year im starting to stan ateez 🥰 its been 5 months now. wait huh how did that happened?? yeah me neither i didnt see that coming either. it just.... happened you know. listen my heart was closed to stan new groups after the bbma bs from kpoppes in 2017. like i swear i stopped checking out new groups and even lost interest in every group i used to stan and become btspopper in those years until last december.
so the story goes i was watching mama 2020 and you know these award shows putting bts last, so while waiting for tannies i saw ateez's stage. i wasnt focusing that much cause i was busy live tweeting but i do peak a bit and out of everyone performed that day, ateez stood out the most to me (well ofc excluding my tannies and txt). yo they were AMAZING. their stage presence is insane. at that time i was like WAIT HOLD ON ATEEZ IS SO GOOD.
and thats how it all started kids. i started checking out their songs Answer to be exact cause it was my taste (Inception is good too but Answer's bridge was what got my attention the most) and i was surprised lots their songs are so good ohmygod??? and ive been missing out???? ngl kinda regretted but better be late than never i guess. yeah starting that day they holds a special place in my heart already. then i started listening to their discography on daily basis without miss. ok but honestly, at first i was like yea their songs are bops but thats it definitely not gonna get deep into ateez. haha jokes on me. little that i realized THAT was the starting point. started falling more deeper during their fever pt2 which was my first cb :> where i watched too much of their funny moments on yt and.... yeah there was no escape no more. oh forgot to mention since half of them are my age i guess thats why i find it more comfortable stanning them?
i wanna write more about my ateez journey but this post is getting too long and ive been thinking of writing at least one post abt them so next post we go! x
